my first post for 2010...

i've been quite busy with my classes + assignment + college

for this very new year, new decade, i want to have a better me than ever....

SO, i want to be nice with everyone, even when they don't like me or when they do something i don't like...

there is a GUY...

i used to like him at my first sem until last semester...

BUT, i got the feeling that he may be likes my best friend..

THEN, i try not to like him anymore..

in matter of fact, i even try to hate him..

EVEN, it;s hard to hate someone you really like..

and, i DO like him THAT much....

So, for the whole semester, i act like i don't like him..

i don't really talk to him..

i think he noticed that...

WITH THAT...

I think i get over him...

i don't feel THAT feeling anymore....

                                                               i thought i forgot him

i thought he's OVER..

but...

when i see his eyes..

i feel blushed

when i heard his voice...

i feel soo happy