Exam is in the corner!!!!! my heads is in the other corner..what to do????

Final exams are here......so much things to do, but so little time i have..... not sure if i can make it better this time.... so, now that i dont have any mood to study, then i collect some motivation quotes for to cheer me up along this way... caiyok2!!!

hoping to see many of this in my result...
Just feeling scared but kind of dont know what to do...hope i can get through it well enough.... why do i feeling so empty right now...
what should i do??????

Hope to say this to someone...
but i just couldnt...
i like him a lot....
but he thinks i have a boyfriend..
and there is no way he will believe me if i say i dont...
he doesnt even ask me...
just figure it out from his friend..
should i just go to him and say "hey, im single"
that will be weird...

me...

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: milo... make it myself..huhu
2. Last phone call: my mom... 3. Last text message: my roomate
4. Last song you listened to: meet me halfway (BEP)
5. Last time you cried: a couple of days ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: n0pe
7. Been cheated on: nope..
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: never kiss someone
9. Lost someone special: yupp... i really regret about it
10. Been depressed: yupp
11. Been drunk and threw up : NO











LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. blue
13. green
14. pink







THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: not really new friends but just started to know each other better

16. Fallen out of love: i dont know....

17. Laughed until you cried: always

18. Met someone who changed you: not a big change...but better me i think

19. Found out who your true friends are: yupp

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes..dont really care (hard to satisfy everyone)

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of it

23. How many kids do you want to have: mmm..3 or 5 or 7 could be great..haha

24. Do you have any pets: nope.. my mom and sis are sensitive with fur

25. Do you want to change your name: nope..i think my name is sweet

26. What did you do for your last birthday: hang out wit my family... den go out with my classmate..

27. What time did you wake up today: 7.00 am... can you believe it..huhu

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: thinking what i really want in my life so that i do not regret it when i m like 50 maybe

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: final exam to over...

30. Last time you saw your Mother: just like 5 minutes ago...im in home...hehe

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: change the way i think about myself maybe...

32. What are you listening to right now: the climb

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tom?? tom cruise?? Tom n jerry?? haha

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: final exam

35. Most visited webpage: faceb0ok

36. What's your real name: Aisya

37. Nicknames: ecah

38. Relationship Status: its complicated..ahahahaa

39. Zodiac sign: Libra

40. Male or female: female

41. Elementary School: sk tmn medan

42. Middle School :smkdh

43. High school/college: (jmc)

44. Hair colour: dark brown

45. Long or short: medium...

46. Height: 155

47. Do you have a crush on someone: yupp...my classmate..haha

48: What do you like about yourself: seeking reason for anything happen i my life... make me feel go0d about being me...

49. Piercings: long time ago.. it's gone already

50. Tattoos: never 51. Righty or lefty: righty


FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: not yet
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: my neighbour and my sis.. BFF
55. First sport you joined: netball???haha..im not g0od at it
56. First vacation: Penag i think.. the whole family and we rent a bus to go...such an exciting times..
58. First pair of trainers: hah??

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nugget
60. Drinking: plain water
61. I'm about to: study perhaps.. got test tomorrow
62. Listening to: i gotta feeling (BEP)
63. Waiting on: 15 nov...

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: sure...
65. Get Married : hopefully
66. Career: lecturer.. businesswoman..writer maybe??

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes..
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: doesnt matter
70. Older or Younger: younger?haha!
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach!!
73. Sensitive or loud: loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship..
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker.


HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Drank hard liquor: n0pe
78. Lost glasses/contacts : of c0urse.. hahaha
79. Sex on first date: never....
80. Broken someone's heart: maybe..im really sorry
82. Been arrested: not yet..haha
83. Turned someone down: mmmmm...sorry
84. Cried when someone died: yupp... my granny..miss her so much

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: sure...isnt it great??
88. Love at first sight: nope
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: no..
91. Kiss on the first date: n0pe..
92. Angels: YES!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no...
95. Did you sing today: yess
96. Ever cheated on somebody: yup...
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: my high school maybe
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: my holiday...
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: no...
100. Posting this as 100 truth

This is the place i really wish to be right now.. Dont know why, but sometimes, i just wanna be alone... Right now im trying to figure out what have i done in my life that was really me?? Have you ever think of that.. It just like you do things that you dont even want to do... and we all think that is our life...

HOW IS OUR LIFE IS NOT WHAT WE WANT IT TO BE???
It is like everything is planned. Rigid. When you were children, go to school.. then go to university, must get g0od grades, compete with all those people.. then after all that, go to work.. being married, having kids...and die......


Such a scary fist post... What the hell that im thinking now? It just sometime, i think that my life is going t0o fast without me doing the real thing i want... Im taking accountancy courses (because of the proffesionalism and the marketable). So, sometimes it makes me think am i doing the wronh thing? Or should i make a change?? Or should i just stick with it and see where it will take me to...